Wild and Crazy...

Odd, i am in an interesting mood tonight...

I want to dance on a bar, I want to flog someone senseless during a good S&M scene, I want to drink and tell dirty jokes, I want to dance like i mean it, I want to sing, I want to start a barfight, I want to make someone bleed in good ways, I want to make someone bleed in bad ways, I want to 'kiss and tell', I want to get so drunk i have a hang-over, I want to get high, I want to have a one night stand and be the first one to leave and say 'It was fun', Fuck....

I just want to be wild and reckless...

Also, I want to own a Bar, I want to own a S&M Club, I want to own a truck, I want to own a Motorcycle, I want to travel the world in search of things and misterys, I want to find a legend or a myth (even though they don't exist, i still want to search)...

I want to Scream, I want to Cry, Hell, I even want to howl at the Moon...

See? I'm in a funny mood....

Mom thinks I'm Bi-Polar... I'm beginning to think she is right... Monday and Tuesday were DEFFINATLY 'Down' days, And today would probbly be an 'Up'.... Odd...

Off to write a bit and focus this energy...